thoughts while being alone

Being alone makes me think of everything I don't want to think of,  makes me think about the past and the things that I Miss the most,  the people I had in my life,  wishes I couldn't make  true

I miss the old days when people were innocent,  I miss  the old days when people were honest,  I miss the old days when no one would  stab you in the back,  I miss the old days when people were romantic , I miss the old days when people used to care, I miss  the old days when everyone was simple and happy.

I miss being innocent, I miss not being lied to ,  I miss having my back free of stabs, I miss having the thrill of romance in my life and be loved,  I miss having someone who cares , I miss  being simple and happy.. .....

Being alone makes me think of all the things I used to miss but it also reminds me of why I would never go back to the person I was again and grasp the things I miss the most in my life